Alhamdulillah..

Syukur..Alhamdulillah..
Dah 24 hari bergelar seorang isteri.

nice one ~

Got this while watching The Lawyers.
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Wether it's with a friend or lover,
when you start off a relationship,
it's hard to straighten things.

If a woman pays for drinks on a date,
she'd still be doing that after they get married.

Instead, if the guy loves a woman first,
he's still love you when you're 60.

If a woman become the third party in a relationship,
she'll be worried all the time if her boyfriend would 
be snatched by the other third party.
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kepenatan rase nak pengsan ~

rase penat giler mlm ni.
sbb macam terkejar-kejar.
adooi.
skrang ni, suke sgt wat kursus kat area shah alam.
dan sbg ofis yg berade di shah alam, kami dah jadi pusat pembekalan brg2 ict.
ni dah kire kali kedua.
yang pertama tu ok lagi la.
kali ni jadi berat rase.
sbbnye diorang takmo laptop tapi nak dekstop. bukan 1 tapi 2.
adooi. kene la mengangkut dari ofis kat UBSA tu ke Blue Wave.
tak ke haru tu. memang la pakai kereta, tapi cam satu keje plak.
yang besnye sme mende pun nak.
printer, toner, a4 paper pun nak kene sediakan.
diorang nak wat kursus, patutnye sediakan la brg2 sendiri.
kami kat ofis pun kekurangan toner + a4 paper.
tapi terpakse jugak bagi utk kegunaan diorang ni.
haru betul rase.
pastu, yang penat nye, bile nak pass dan setup barang2 ni sme, kene tunggu diorang.
diorang lak dtg time abes ofis hour diorang.
dah melangut dan terkejar2 la nak gi anta kat diorang dekat kol 6.
pasang2 siap dekat 630 settle.
aku ni lak yang slalu blk kol 5, tak tau plak kat roundabout tesco tu jam teruk time waktu camtu.
nak lepas roundabout tu je dah amek mase aku lebih setengah jam.
adooi.
baru aku pasan, aku penat bukan sbb anta barang tu sme, tp mayb sbb jam. hAhA.
lame tak rase jam mcm tu. slalu jln clear je. cume pg2 je kdg2 sbok sket. tu pun sbb trafic lyte lebih.
adoooi.penat.ngantuk.

owh ~

It touches my heart !

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A bf gave a challenge to his gf to live a day without him.

No communication at all and said if she passed it he'll love her forever. The gf agreed.

She did not text or call him the whole day without knowing that her bf has only 24 hours to live because he's suffering from cancer.

She excitedly went to her bf house the next day. Tears fall as she saw his bf lying on the coffin with a note on the side.

"You did it baby, can you do it everyday? I LOVE YOU".
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listen to a song ~

lagu memang main peranan penting dalam kehidupan.
dulu mase sekolah menengah, petang2 aku kene masuk dapur kemas2 dapur. basuh pinggan ke lap pinggan ke. panaskan lauk + nasi. tapi, bukan memasak sbb aku takde skill kat situ.
jadi, supaya aku rase semangat dan enjoy bekerja, aku akan pasang lagu2 fevret aku sekuat2 smp aku leh dgr kat dapo. lg pun time ptg2 takde sape2 kat dlm umah. sme lepak2 kat luar. so takde hal la aku pasang kuat2 pun. lagipun mase tu kawasan rumah, tanah besar. jauh ngan umah sekeliling. so, takde la brp nak kaco diorang sangat. lagu2 fevret aku time tu dari group 5ive [dah takde dah grup ni. miss rich!], a1, 911, bsb, nsync, linkin park. time tu, setiap cd diorang aku mesti beli. dulu, memang sanggup beli cd2 lagu ni sme. original lagi.
sampai kan jiran2 aku leh tau if aku ade kat umah. sbb dgr lagu pasang kuat2. penah jugak la kdg2 tgh syok2 wat kerja smbil dgr lagu, papa tutup lagu. sbb bising. mmg terus rase cam malas nak wat kerja. giler betul rase time tu.

penah jugak dulu giler nak tgk videoclip2 diorang ni sme smp gado2 ngan adik aku. aku nak tgk hitz tv die nak tgk kartun. sbb aku nak tggu grup yg aku ske. bile takde, rase frust la. slalu la kene marah sbb dah besar2 pun nak gado ngan si kecik mahzuz time tu. tapi rasenye smp skrang kot aku ske berebut channel ngan die.hAhA.

pastu dulu mase sekolah teknik, aku join taekwando. tak tau nape aku ske sgt gelak smp kene marah sbb mesti serius. lg pun bahye gelak2. so, bile aku nak serius, aku akan nyanyi lagu "Serious-5ive" dulu baru ttibe aku leh hilang kan gelak aku dan jadi serius. aku pun tak tau apesal aku camtu. tapi mmg camtu la selalunya.

Get serious
We got it going on tonight
Get serious
Everything will be alright
All I know is true that I wanna be with you
You gotta get serious, serious, serious 

 

tu la part chorus yg akan aku slalu nyanyi dlm hati if nak serius. walaupun lirik die adalah bermaksud lain, tapi aku boleh serius pas nyanyi part tu.

pastu sekarang ni ade macam2 jenis lagu yang bile aku dgr je, aku automatic akan terus teringat kat sesuatu keadaan mase kat U.

 

contoh lagu :

Januari.

Here Without You.

haha...kalau dengar lagu ni, boleh teringat keadaan aku yang mcm tak reti malu mase tu.

Bila Rindu.

teringat mase final exam. time tu dak laki kelas wat radio kat U. pastu asek2 ulang lagu ni. so, bile dgr lagu ni, jadi teringat momen2 mase tu.rindu sme ade.

Kenangan Terindah

Lagu ni memang bes giler. Sampai bile lagu ni kuar kat radio, tunang aku siap tukar terus channel radio. Sbb die anti lagu ni walaupun die suke kot lagu ni. tapi, rasenye skrang die dah tak kisah kot. dengar aje la. bukan ade ape2 dah. hAhha.

My Heart

Owh. lagu ni paling menyentuh hati.  Time ni mcm ttibe suke kat seseorang. Giler hari2 aku layan lagu ni. sebab konon ingat bertepuk sebelah tangan. tapi, rupenye aku sedang bertepuk dengan dua belah tangan. hAhA. Alhamdulillah. die dah jadi tunang aku. Sekarang dalam prepare untuk majlis kahwen kami. Semoga hubungan kami kekal sampai akhir hayat kami. Amin. I sayang you sangat2 la my b ~

fall in love with dis song and of course because of the lyrics ~

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare.

berserabut ~

semakin berserabut.
tak sangke bile makin hampir makin banyak pula yang kene fikir.
mase awal2 bile di tanye, takde ape2.
sekarang, sume mende pun jadi keluar dah.
itu ini sane situ.
adoiii.
aku dah makin penin.
bile mintak tolong, dikate aku yang berlengah2.
yerp, mmg aku sebelum ni wat tak kisah.
bukan tak kisah, tapi sbb aku rase perkare2 yang aku perlu, dah dalam perancangan aku.
mane sangke, ttibe ade perkare lain yang tak pasal2 timbul.
so, aku dah penin laa.
mane aku nak settle yg aku dah fikir.
mane plak aku nak buat yg baru timbul ni.
adoooii. penin2.
serabut.
tension.
rase nak nanges.
aku rase mud utk ke situ makin hilang.
hilang semangat.
aku rase nak jerit.
aku rase tak nak wat ape2 dah.
boleh kate 'lantak la ape nak jadi'.
so...bile tibe hari itu, akan aku redha dgn segalenye jika ape yg berlaku langsung tidak same dengan impian aku.
sedih?
of course.
kecewa?
memang.
tapi, suke hati aku la !!

berdenyut ~

adooi.
kepala penin.
terase je nyut2 ni.
nak kate sbb makan kat d'hidang ni, tak jugak.
sbb sblm lunch tadi dah mule rase penin.
rase pusing pun ade jer ni.
adooii...ape laa yg otak aku tgh fikir ni smp kepala aku jadi penin ni.

bercelaru ~

rase bercelaru.
rase tertekan.
adooiii.
tak kisah lah susah ke senang ke.
tapi, if hati dah hendak, memang nak laa.
tapi masih ade yg tak paham lagi.
apesal yer?
apesal masih perlu sebut tentang itu kalau dah sampai sini langkahnya?
hati dah mule berkate lain ke?
tapi mulut tak mampu meluahkan ke?
jika ade rase begitu, teruslah meluahkan.
jika ade perancangan lain, teruslah dikemukakan.
jangan sampai lagi dua langkah ke hujung sane, segalanye tetibe berubah lain dari ape yang dirancang.
kerana setiap langkah bukan kerja mudah.
kerana setiap langkah bukan kerja main2.
kerana setiap langkah bukan melangkah dengan sambil lewa.
kerana setiap langkah perlukan komitmen.
kalau langkah-langkah ini perlu dirancang semula, duduk berbincang.
bukan dengan cara yg macam setiap langkah ini adalah paksaan !!!

notes : buntu !!

kalau hidup ini adalah tidak panjang..............

Isn't it funny how time seems to slip away so fast
One minute you're happy, the other you're sad
But if you give me one more chance
To show my love for you is true I'll stand by your side your whole life through

If life is so short
Why don't you let me love you
Before we run out of time If love is so strong
Why won't you take the chance
Before our time has gone
If life is so short, if life is so short

Love is a word that explains how I feel for you
And when you're in my arms, all my dreams come true
And when you're not around
You can't hardly see
These tears that I'm crying now are for you to be with me

If life is so short
Why don't you let me love you
Before we run out of time If love is so strong
Why won't you take the chance
Before our time has gone
If life is so short, if life is so short